Ignorance is bliss

I'm having a really big interview this Sunday. untuk post Pegawai Tadbir Negeri Gred N41. this post is like really big in Trg. yesterday, my dad asked me "bace x lg utk interview tu?". n i just smiled sheepishly cos i havent read a damn thing! then he started quzzing me. n i couldnt answer a single question! some of his questions are:
- ape panggilan official Agong?Sultan?
- Trg ade brape parlimen?DUN?
- sape ex-officio Trg? (kemarin br tau what ex-officio means)
- DUN mane yg PAS? mane yg BN?

haha..i know those questions r very basic n every org trg shud know la. but u kno la..as they say 'ignorance is bliss' - im happy not knowing all of those boring stuff..
i still am not ready for the intervw! x amik lg gambo passport (pdhl lame dh anto cuci nye) x bace sepatoh habuk pn lagi, resume pn x update lg!..waaaaaaa stresssss.
but i think what contributes most to my 'kemalasan untuk study' is that im torn between 2 future careers. ok let me list them down..

1. PTN aka TCS (Terengganu Civil Service)
pros:
- leh duk trg, pndah antara daerah je
- leh quarters beso kat batu buruk. (yay love the place)..but not immediately la
- cepat naik pangkat compared to qs
- be the boss instantly!
cons:
- xleh duk putrajaya (love the place too)
- takut raez (my fiance) leh posting kat lain, xleh ikut plok
- gaji starting rendah compared to qs.

2. QS at JKR
pros:
- hv the chance to duduk putrajaya (tp xtau bleh ke x n xtau bile)
- leh ikut raez in case die xleh posting kat trg.

- gaji starting lg tinggi dr PTN (around rm400 gk lg tinggi)
cons:
- xtentu lg dpt posting katne (tkut dpt bndr kl..too bz la)
- kuarters xbest lgsung..(yg kat trg ni la)
- post kontrak lg (eventhough kwn2 said guaranteed akan dpt permanent, n gaji mcm yg permanent)
- susah nk naik pangkat..lame2 keje pn still xnaik pangkat

but, its hard to just let go of the TCS post..mostly becos ive worked my a** off to be there. first, i had to take the exam..siap ponteng keje, g muzium utk baca psl sejarah trg..xleh pnjam buku.fotostat pn xleh..even my former boss called me a few times, ignore je..hehe sorry boss! after lulus exam tu, i had to go to a freakin' kursus! its called 'Terengganu Assessment Centre' in INTAN Kemaman for 3 days! kene ponteng keje lg..but at least time tu dh kat JKR, so diexcusekan sbb urusan kerajaan kununnye. n it was HARDDDD...ade 10 activities, termasuk public speaking (BM n English), uji mnda (BM n English too), debat parlimen, n also a 2.4 km run!wow..that was reallt tough. but, guess wat?i was the top 20 of all the girls!..letih nk mapuh tp still bangga..brought out the athlete in me.haha..ask my frens, they'd know how lembik i am! lari sokmo last skali except that one time where i beat Nurin!(my biggest achievement in sport, still gloating bout it). n now, for the final step..i cant just give up here, can i?so perjuangan perlu diteruskan!

as a conclusion, im being tooo choosy, rite? either one is great for me..just wait n see je la. besides, yg TCS ni pun bknnye confirm lg dpt..confident je lebih..hehe
Wish me A LOT OF LUCK n DOAKANKU BERJAYAAAAA!!